Am I dreaming?
If it is, can I not ever wake up from it?
It just happened so suddenly. It felt so .. sudden. That feeling ... ;) I'll never forget it. The thoughts that went through my mind when you did it. Why did you do it? Why so fast? Even though it was just a peck on the cheek, it made my heart beat faster. Unknowingly, I just put on a smile. It was so unexpected. I didn't know that you had the courage to do that. Right after that kiss, we made a small hug while holding our hands, then went off to our separate ways. (went back home, not breaking up ._. lol)
I'll never forget this date. 2nd October.
You lied to me the day before saying that you weren't going to attend school. I put a lot of sad faces. I felt really sad knowing that I won't see you for four days straight. :( It really saddens me.
But the moment I saw you today, the very first second that I saw you, my mood suddenly became better, I felt happier. It put on a big smile on my face. I miss you. I really do. Do you know that? The moment I saw you, even though you were facing your back towards me, you looked handsome. With that smile of yours. I felt happy to call you mine. You're mine. Only mine. Nobody else's.
Please don't lie to me like that again. It worries me. I didn't know that I would really miss you that much.
I love you. I really do. I don't want to lose you like the previous time. Please don't let me go okay. Maybe this relationship might really last long (or even forever, I hope so). I don't care if we go through ups and downs, as long as we go through it together, please don't let me go just yet. Don't give up on me so easily okay. I know I might be bitchy or naggy, just know that I'm doing so because I love you.
